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x_los ([personal profile] x_los) wrote in [community profile] dankodes2023-04-15 03:54 pm

Little Mushroom: Chapters 1-3 (EN) or 1-4 (CH)

Welcome to week 1's "Little Mushroom" (小蘑菇) discussion for English chapters 1-3 of Book 1 and Chinese chapters 1-4 (inclusive). This spreadsheet contains the schedule and concordances of the chapter endings across the Chinese and English versions. There's an associated Discord server (ask [personal profile] superborb for an invite if you'd like one), and we'll be running comment posts here.

This discussion will wrap up and next week's will begin on April 17th.

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SPOILER POLICY: I personally don't give a fuck or even like to give unearned credence to the concept, so since I'm writing the post, anything's fair game.
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Re: Chapter 3, EN

[personal profile] satbiym 2023-04-15 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Interesting catch! I tried to go back to chap 3 and couldn't find this hint in the text. What tipped you off?

There is A Reason I can think of that is revealed later in the second book (which speaks more of... inherent familiarity with the opposite, so it's like - he never contemplated any alternatives to his own life experiences - which is an interesting parallel to his outside-looking-in observations on human behavior).

But I think just based on An Ze's memories (+his probably similar interactions with people similar to Hosen) and Hosen's general bad touch vibes and actions, since An Zhe seems to be forming generalizations about humans and human experiences based on his first interaction with humans, it makes some kind of sense - where he sees Hosen as being "greedy" and taking things which aren't his to take and he thinks maybe all non-reproductive human sexuality is like that since it's his only frame of reference.
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Re: Chapter 3, EN

[personal profile] satbiym 2023-04-15 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
ah, got what you mean.

I don't think he explicitly knew what was happening or what Hosen wanted to do. Through all his interactions with Hosen, An Zhe kept thinking of Hosen acting like a predator who wanted to eat him ("But humans don't eat each other" was something he thought).
And all he says is "Don't." when Hosen approached him

I see it more as prey instinct of danger or some kind of subconscious sense that something is not quite right. As a sentient mushroom who has lived in the abyss his whole life and seen predators of the highest degree. He kinda knew to be on guard.

I don't think he saw it as sexual assault per say, with all the context that requires. I bet if Hosen hadn't given off those bad touch vibes and just normalized his actions without his monologuing An Zhe wouldn't have seen it as something which was an invasion of his person.
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Chap 3 | EN

[personal profile] satbiym 2023-04-15 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I find it interesting + realistic the subtle ways in which it is communicated that when it comes to survival, the surviving humans are able to ignore their distaste for certain behaviors.

Like with Hosen. Vance hinted he knew what kind of crimes Hosen was capable of, how Hosen had picked out An Zhe and yet. He didn't do anything to prevent it from happening?? he even said "what did Hosen do? did he bully you?" and followed it with "his death was not unjust"

And Vance mentioned that were there any other options he wouldn't have chosen to work with Hosen

There is this sentiment of: when there are no choices, even the devil can become your comrade and also a kind of. pretending not to see what's right in front of you.

It's realistic in some ways. Because humans can adapt to anything when it becomes a matter of survival.

There is the obvious question of: if you let go of everything that makes you human, what is now worth preserving? and is your species's way of life worth protecting?